Friday, February 01, 2008

The boy died alone. In a crowd. But alone.
Probably more accurate to call him a man, but really he had the last
vestiges of youth. And a roll of hundreds attached to his belt.
The crowd howled. They wanted to see help. They wanted to see life.
They didn't bargain for death on a night out.
Neither did he.
Were his last thoughts of regret?
Or was he lonely?
Did he know what was happening?
Did he hear the flapping of wings...see grey mist...a bright white light?
Did he hear the crowd growing angry to see him lying in the puddle of blood
while the police kept them at bay?
Did he feel anger at their ineffectual protest?
Or was he so beyond caring about all of that?
And what of the police who were so jaded that it was
beyond any one of them to sit and hold his hand for the last few minutes he had left.
What of them.

4 comments:

zombieswan said...

Not to be cynical, as I don't mean it that way, but I think, ultimately, we all die alone. It doesn't matter, really, for the dying if someone is holding their hand. It does, however, matter for those who are left behind. That feeling that "at least I was there for him/her."

So. In that case-- the fact that you imagine you could help, imagine someone having been there, means that someone WAS there.

Anonymous said...

we do all die alone.
but on the brightside, i dug this one up just for you:
http://www.break.com/index/amazing-young-organ-player-rocks-out.html

slyboots2 said...

You know this is just something that I come back to again and again. Like ripping off a scab. And playing with it. I knew a kid in grade school who collected his scabs. Didn't get it. But now I think I do. Something primeval there- like keeping your hair and nail clippings.

And seriously, I digress...

slyboots2 said...

And I want a boa. Oh, and talent.