Tuesday, September 30, 2008

So the trick is to keep the game face on. All the fucking time. And yes, there is strain. That's what getting coffee and restroom breaks are all about. Walking away for a few quick minutes here and there.

But the game face. It's all about calm in the face of Clear and Present Danger (thanks, Tom). Keeping them from seeing panic that they feel and want to share. Keeping them from feeling like they will have to deal with another problem. Keeping them grounded. Making them laugh here and there. Because otherwise the stress level will become even more toxic. Ah yes. The toxic. And that's the week. Keeping it from killing anyone.

Walks at night after work with Kman help. But that is about all there is to offer, besides drinking ones-self into a stupor. Which, given the rigors of the following day isn't very appealing. Ah, but it is. But it really isn't.

And the game face. Keeping it from cracking off, chipping like paint. Exposed to the elements. And the salt. And the cold. Keeping it intact. Keeping it fresh, even.

The good news? Next week the boss is travelling. And there isn't much for me to worry about then. Because once in play, he is in play and the game rolls on without me.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I've done the drinking yourself into stupor most nights, only to wake up at 6 am and go to work and face the shite. It works, but it requires enormous stamina. In the end, the only thing I got out of that period was an extra 18 lbs. on the frame (damned high caloric wine!).

I am grateful that you spell "travelling" with two Ls, as it should be.

Good luck.
Sincerely,
Man in a Suitcase

slyboots2 said...

Ah, not to worry- I am the absolute paragon of moderation. Even in sin city itself, I had only one drink per night. It's sad, really. I would love to live a burning, passionate life of a rock star. But I just can't afford it. Perhaps if we won the lottery.